Aaron has been in Europe for this entire week. E and I are actually managing well and keeping ourselves. I’ve only had one mommy tantrum – pretty good really. And we’ve had lots of friends, playdates, and visiting Brook and Alicia’s new house. We’re keeping ourselves busy.
Even with all this, I still find myself bombarded daily with memories of Clancy. Evidence of his life is everywhere – in E’s stuffed yellow lab, or unused ear cleaner, or piles of dog hair under the bed. Our door bell sounds hollow when not followed by a booming dog bark. But other memories of him are slipping away into fog, days where I only absentmindedly notice his absence. I still cry and I still miss him and I still continually wish I could have done better.
But here are a few memories or tributes that I’ve collected. They always make me smile.
From my baby shower 3 years ago: “Little Baby Kellum – we are so happy you are arriving soon. You have a great set of parents, so be nice to them, and you have the best yellow lab in the world! You are a lucky girl and we can’t wait to see what you will be! Love, Hagans”
Text from Jay Williams: “Mr. Clancypants will be missed. He was Supai’s first really good doggie friend. He guarded our yard with his big bark when he visited and snuggled with Val when I was out of town. When we came over, he always had love to spare and a big doggie grin. I loved him, too.”
Card and plant from the Vet:
In Facebook archives:
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